Friday, January 5, 2007

Losing It

I just about posted utter shit on someone's blog (but quickly recovered...) and just made a joke about *wanting* to post something inappropriate.

I just emailed another blogger about something that's been bothering me for a long time--am I being oversensitive? Did I fuck up? Am I an idiot?

Okay...I'm almost crying at my desk...

What the fuck is going on?

I'm almost scared to post all of my (few) readers will probably disappear after they see this. This is supposed to be a respectable and intelligent blog!

Forgive me. I've been posting nothing but crap lately.


Edit: Okay, maybe I'm a bit stressed with some personal stuff. Confession: Self-flagellation of the Psyche is hobby of Patient Anonymous'... She's much harder on herself than she is on others.

Yes, this is the place where I'll let it all hang out. Be forewarned.


Sisiphus said...

NO! Repeat after me: "I am not an idiot", then ,"People like me because otherwise they wouldn't bother to write to me"!

(email me if there is anything I can do to help)
I frequently think that I'm a bag full of shite, may be I am, but I am human, fallible and can't wait to fall off this planet....meanwhile I have to try and get on with a fairly useless life the best way I can.

You have the option of deleting this comment if you feel it is a health risk.


Patient Anonymous said...

Thanks Sis, I know I can always count on you to bring a smile to this pouty little mug of mine.

No, all comments stay unless they are spam or downright hurtful to me or any other readers of this blog.

Dr. Deborah Serani said...

This is YOUR space to blog about whatever you want.


Patient Anonymous said...

Thanks Deb, your support really means a lot too.

Perhaps I'm just getting hit with a lot right now and I'm kind of freaking out?

Oh well, more blogging fodder?

Provided I can get my mind to stop racing and calm down long enough to post about it!

Smalltown RN said...

The doc is right this is your space...keep on writing girl....

BTW....Part 3 of "Wolfden Bar and Grill" is up at my place...go over and check it out....

Patient Anonymous said...

Thanks Qualicum RN...yes, I had a read today and my head is spinning with all of the characters (aka "us.")

I don't know how I'm going to pull my portion of it off.